Yup. It was one hell of a yesterday.
So napikon ako. I was at Jc's station yesterday. E sa gusto ko sha kasama ng break ko eh. Ang bata, nawili ata mambato ng Nerds na candy and mamalo ng unan. Had to cool off my rising level. Lumipat ako ng station malapit sa mga team ko.
On the way home, I had to ease on the gas pedal. When I noticed the 120kph speed, need to focus on the driving instead. The news was, naasar si Joey sken. I'm not concerned na naasar yung gagong yon. Pakelam ko sa kanya.
What crashed into my mind was, what is going on with me. This is a very familiar situation in a different place and time. Me building my world over someplace else. Going with somebody else's friends. Me leaving mine behind. In fact, I didn't bother having my own set.
I started going out of my cycle and I don't know.
I chose to turn around and head home and just longed to stay on my bed with the offer of a company. But after realizing that its a Saturday and everybody's going to be home, back out. So Like T. I'm not comparing but I'm seeing myself so hopeless again with this one. Over again.
I'm suppose to be standing on my own and yet I'm building my identity someplace else.
Posted at 12:53 pm by quill
