It's so convenient for this site to be just out here.

Last night, I cried myself to sleep in her arms in the office. I was early, as usual because I don't bring my car anymore. There must be a good reason for that. I didn't know I was that upset. Now as a consolation, people who were promoted had to stay late in the office to wait for everybody to log out. I'm glad now that I didn't get the position, although it's a close cut.

Talk about comfort, there I found rest in her arms. I need no words to explain. I just know she understood. I'm not sure if I'm now okay, I haven't been myself for almost 48hours now.

We watched a movie, finally - I'm trying not to snap. Good thing she keeps me sane.

Off the record, Man, she's hot on those spag straps. Too bad I can't go beyond that now. It's the time of the month. She showed me some college photos last night, and she was so different. Although, I saw the same face that I saw before, but her eyes proved to be a perfect stranger. Is that the same Jc she wanted to go back to?

I hope I still recognize her by then.